Saturday, August 16, 2003

Sometimes, All That's Needed is a Log to the Head

Logfile from TwoMoons - Savith.

Guest Den
Lostholt's guest den is slightly larger than the dens of the normal denizens of the holt. There are four or five alcoves shaped into the sides of the den for sleeping in. Each has its own fair share of warm furs for the use of the various guests that find themselves here. There are also a few shaped stools to sit upon and various shelves and pegs shaped into the walls for the guests to keep their cloaks and other personal items upon. Contents:

Rosendo's been fed and cleaned and put back to sleep. Even the glider parents have been given more food as the reality that they will be wintering with the tribe sets in to all. Taking the meat and late season nuts, Savith moves to sit with Larias and share the meal. He's spoken little since the encounter with the troll, though not because he's bushing anyone away. Really, he's just trying to sort out this sudden change in Larias. There's still that hesitation, but she's still more open. It's odd.

Much more open. Though, Larias has been relatively silent as well, after speaking so abruptly and plainly in front of the troll, it surprised her, admitting, ours - as if they were some how a unit or actual pairing. As Savith approaches with food, she smiles hesitantly at him, her eyes light and untroubled. She murmurs softly, careful not to wake Rosendo, "Thank you.. I, can get the waterskin, if you like?" When you eat, you need to drink too, no?

Savith shakes his head, shifting the items to one hand to get the waterskin himself. A hesitant smile recieves a blink, then a very faint half grin before Savith sits down. "I got it," he says finally, setting the items down. Again, there's a small dagger, more visible this time, as if you say, we know you'll need it, so hang onto it for a while.

Larias leans forward, plucking the dagger from where its been nestled in the gifts of food. She tests the edge of the blade, lightly brushing her thumb, sharp, but not so sharp it slices at the feather soft touch. Her voie is still little more than a murmur, "I'm surprised they trust us with such." Humor in her tones, "Ater the trouble we've caused them... Either they've forgotten, or are more trusting than they should be."

Savith sets teh food down between them, taking a small handful of nut first. "Forgotten is most likely," he says softly, watching the blade. There's that faint sense of worry over as the blade presses against skin, but quickly supressed and pushed away as nothing happens. But it does get his full attention on Larias as he puts the first of hte nuts into his mouth to eat.

Once the blades edge has been tested, she gauges its weight, thoughtfully considering its use for a later purpose, softly speaking as she considers "A blessing and a curse their thought can be." Not great, but better than nothing. Larias then sets about cutting off two pieces of meat, one small one for herself, a larger piece for him. She holds the larger of the two pieces, "Here, eat. You've eaten only slightly better than I of late."

Savith reaches out to take the portion offered. Finishing that mouthful, he smirks lightly, nodding. Yup, it'd kinda be nice to forget sometimes, so completely, but he's got the timelessness of immortality, so much turns foggy and hazy, near forgotten, as time moves on. Instead, he quips, "Slightly." Heh.

Larias takes her time in eating the piece she's cut for herself, the bites small, little more than nibbles. But hey, she's eating right? Her eyes drop down to stare at the nuts and meat sitting before them, "Did the Chief here say anything about us being allowed to hunt... To help ease the burden of us being sheltered for the season here"

Small talk. Whee.

Small talk indeed. A shake of his head, as Savith eats, by no means dainty bites. He eats quickly, as always, and says between bites, "Not yet. Seems like there's more troublesome things on his mind." Though, they had better be nice ot his whip, or he's going to be upset.

Taking note of how quickly the portion is eaten, Larias selects another portion of meat and slices it off for Savith as seconds, just in case. She nods though to his words, "He is mated to the Healer, with the nightmares. Its almost surprising he remembered us at all." She glances up, a light smile beginning to form, "Then again, I suppose we made quite the impression..."

It's hard to keep a straight face around Larias recently. Though a frown begins to flicker at the mention of the nightmares, the seconds aren't taken yet. Savith always eats fast. Never know, when out and about, when a meal will be interrupted. He reaches for the waterskin, a grin threatening, then winning and turnning to a soft chuckle that Savith tries to bite back. "I'd say," he quips, and has to bring a hand to his mouth and clear his throat to settle himself again. Oh, but Larias, so open to him as he is to her, can feel that quiver, the checked laughter, and the unspoken thought. 'Their storyteller might even dream up a song about a glider fist fight after this.' OY!

Larias's own smile falters a moment, but then, it blossoms into an expression not seen on her save for dreams. Oh yes, she can hear the unspoken thought loud and clear, and the barely checked chuckle. Another nibble of meat is taken, feeling oddly at ease, almost relaxed, "I have to wonder who will be called the winner."

And Savith drops his head to hand, heel of hand to forehead. And that's a sound that Larias has only heard in dreams: honest laughter. Not the cold menacing laugh of a Chosen goading someone, but the almost restrained chortle of a glider. He coughs a bit, then takes the bait, "Probably Llune." He pauses, trying to compose, but, he can't, and... "She was the only one left standing," he finishes, voice cracking slightly as he can no longer hold back the laughs.

Larias's own amused chuckling adds to his own, to think, out of a Chosen, an ex chosen, and a seamstress, when the fight ended, it was indeed only Llune who was able to stand. She shakes her head from side to side, "High Ones help us if the story spreads... Reputations will be ruined forever."

Savith has to put a hand down to steady himself has he laughs, such an unrestrained sound. His mother would be proud. "If they aren't already," he says, tongue in cheek, trying to make light of the dire situation he's put them all in. Judgement Day will come, but until then, why not laugh at them? He's succeeded in taking them out of the mountain without rising an alarm. And so far, Winnowill hasn't come after. And he brings a hand to his stomach, laughing with open mouthed abandon for a moment, before he curls his head down to try to bite it off again.

What random thought runs through her mind that causes Larias's cheeks to suddenly flush, then burn in crimson embarrassment. Her chuckles do not stop however, turning into a light hesitant airy laughter. She can feel the dark thoughts, but the reckless abandon with which Savith laughs them away, right now at least, is intoxicating all on its own. With a cough forced cough, she tries to stop her laughter after a moment, yes, this does hurt, stomach and lungs not used to working together in merriment. "Ahh.. yes, well.. hmm."

Savith pants softly, little whimpers almost as he catches his breath. His eyes are alight with humor, mind already looking for the next joke. He sighs and pushes himself up right, only lean forward and laugh again, "I just hope they didn't see you trying to sit on Rosendo." Oh, but laughing hurts, and the corners of his eyes have a hint of moisture.

Larias coughs again, but this time, its as more laughter trickles into being, taking a deep breath. She tries in vain to still herself, to keep from speaking, "Yes.. well.. he is a hatchling no?"

Savith falls over, coughing and laughing as he does. Bad jokes, but they open the door as Savith forces out a broken retort, "I'm just waiting... for his first.. molt!" ANd a hand comes to his mouth again, the other on his stomach and he seems to double in pain, and now the laugh-tears are visible.

Savith laughs for a good while, drawing ragged breaths as he can. Finally, pushing himself back up to sitting, Savtih bring a hand up to wipes at the tears with the back of his hand, wrist to fingers. He sighs audibly, still chuckling softly now and again. "ah... oh my... head rush."

Larias settles down as he does, unable to think of anymore silly statements about birds and gliders. Her smile remains once the laughing ceases, her eyes clear and lit from within, "I.. don't think I have done that... for a long time." Oh, but then she blushes again, those words, weren't the same or very similar spoken in regards to another situation.

Savith smiles still as well, liftling his gaze to Larias. His brows come in sligthly at the sight. Just when did she get to be pretty, huh? Her blush just makes her a touch more endearing, and brings that smile again, and a deep chuckle from Savith. "One of many," he jabs lightly. Some habits die hard, but the tone is light.

Larias breathes deeply a few times, the color slow to fade from burning cheeks. She runs a hand through the hair at the side of her head, tucking a few strands back behind her ear. She peers at him through lowered lashes, "One of many?" Uncerati of his meaning, or perhaps simply looking for audible confirmation of what she can feel hinted at.

Lower lashes? Savith's own cheeks darken lately as his eyes take that slight feral tint as memories of that memory replay. For a long moment, he stares at Larias, the friendly smile fading as the memory pounds in his ears. It's not Recognition again, but the remembered sensations of it. He doesn't realize he's holding his breath as he peers at Larias.

Larias's mouth goes dry, and she swallows hard, licking her lips trying to re-wet her mouth. Pale eyes drop down, focusing instead on the meat and nuts still sitting on the floor. Her cheeks remain a burning crimson color, silently willing Llune, Rosendo, or Volek to somehow interrupt.

Leaning forward, much of his weight on a hand, Savith peers at Larias silently. The heady rush making his eyes hard yet bright with an inner fire. Ah, but Volek is with the birds, and Rosendo, happily full, is with his grandmother, out with Moonshade again, leaving the two... alone. How many heartbeats pound before he moves? But not away. Rather, forward. Reaching with the other hand that isn't supporting him, Savith grabs the side of Larias's head as he glides forward. The hand, while holding her, almost pulling her toward him, also lifts her head toward him. It's a fast move, a split second, and lips press against lips, as mind touches mind, soul flutters against soul.

Long distance to Larias: Savith's mind reaches for you as his body moves forward, bringing that touch of souls with it, and the ripple of that which is all of you, **Larias.**

With head bent down, staring at the floor, the initial movement is missed. But when his hand makes contact, urging her head to rise, Larias pulls back, eyes going wide with shock and worry. The panic wells within as his lips touch her own, only to have the brush of souls soothe the worry away. There is no resistance, no walls which spring up, no abrupt gliding to get out of reach, instead she is still, motionless, a fluttering sending emanating from her.

You sense in a locksend, Larias's caught in a cornucopia of contradicting emotions, desires, fears and worries. Her own send is heady with the sensations, some remembered, others as fresh as the touch of his lips to hers. She responds in kind, sending his name, a confused query swirling about it, ** Savith. Why? **

Savith lingers a moment, then breaks the contact, breath a bit ragged. Larias's fears ring clear, and he swallows. It's her question that makes him try to sort through his own emotions. He shakes his head and moves to pull away, leave Larias's side, sending.

You locksend to Larias, Savith's mind isn't sure. He wanted to? He was still weak when it happened, and... What's the nice way of saying he's horny? LOL. Instead, his mind draws a blank as too many replies come to mind, mirroring the contradicting emotions.

Larias leans just a bit forward as he begins to pull away, and then back again, her head turning to the right, away staring at just about anything but him. The crimson color of her cheeks expands; upwards to her forehead and the tips of her ears, also traveling down her neck. One hand reaches up, touching her lips with two fingers, checking to see if there still there - no. More like a recollection of a fresh experienced sensation, confusion regarding the feelings it invoked.

You sense in a locksend, Larias, though she moves away in one form, her mind seems to cling to yours despite your own confusion. Poor glider, she's not sure what this is all about, touching such as this, a kiss is supposed to bring terror and pain - right? But this one didn't.

Savith doesn't pull too far, not as Larias leans forward toward. He too seems to lean forward again, but poorly timed, and touch isn't regained as Larias leans back. He kneels there, before Larias, his breathing a bit strained as he whispers, "Sorry." A swallow, a lick of dry lips, and he seems to be hoping she gives him an excuse to retreat cause he surely doesn't want to.

You locksend to Larias, Savith is confused, isn't it? He doens't love you, does he? No! Of course not! He just can't get you out of his mind, that's all. The apology, whispered flatly, carries with it, the silent emotions in this touch of souls. He's not sorry for desiring to kiss you, he's sorry that he actually did. More, he's sorry for the sudden terror it caused, that he originally, was one of the cources of the terror.

Pale eyes blink, mind working slowly, he spoke, must respond. The hand touching her lips falls slowly back to rest in her lap. Her mouth opens to make a reply, but it falters, mouth to dry to even make a sound. Larias swallows nervously, licking her lips once more before turning back to look at him, though her eyes do not rise up to meet his own. A breathy voice offers response, "No apology is necessary."

You sense in a locksend, Larias's mind seems to be slowly coming back together, senses no longer reeling from the brush of lips, soul no longer shaking with fear and desire - no longer wondering which way to go. But underlying it all, there is, acceptance? Someone told her of such things once, and though disgusted then, she can not find herself repulsed now. Again, as when the dam broke, there is, not so far out of reach, a tender emotion she is slowly coming to terms with, love.

Savith waits a moment or two more, bringing his hand back up toward her face. His eyes narrow, but instead of hte depths turning cold and hard, they remain vulnerable. His hand doesn't make contact, instead, drifts above Larias's skin, just enough that a soft heat can be felt by both. He moves to pull away slowly, whispering, "I won't bug you again." OH, but how he wants to.

You locksend to Larias, Savith shys back, timid almost. Love is too rare a thing for him, having only felt it from Llune, and now Rosendo. He sets him running, frightened, almost. He doesn't put up walls, or dream up cold cold thoughts, he just does as he always did with Llune at first, shy away, feeling uncomfortable, lost, scared, annerved.

Larias's glances up, then down once again as she sees the narrowing of his eyes, granted, the depths are not cold, but seeing him so vulnerable is almost unnerving. Her head leans in towards the heat of his hand, finding it somehow magnetic and reassuring all at once. Her own hand finds its way from her lap, barely touching the hand so close to her cheek, but there. Her eyes look down again as her heart skips a few beats, softly responding, "You're not bugging me now."

You sense in a locksend, Larias's mental touch flares brighter, drawn by the mirror of herself she feels in you - uncomfortable, lost, unnerved and scared. Rare for him love may be, for her, it was completely foreign in her until Rosendo was born - save for half recalled dreamt images of a barely recalled past.

When Larias brings a hand to his own, Savith leans forward again, just slightly, daring now to actually touch Larias's cheek, cup her face lightly. When she looks down again, he bites his lip slightly, feeling his heart too race and flutter at her words. "I'm not," he asks softly?

You locksend to Larias, Savith cringes, put stops his retreat, turning to look back. There's a quiver, a need to feel more.

Larias gives her head a quick shakes, the sending open but soft as the breeze stirred by the beating of a butterflies wings, ** No, you're not. ** Her eyes close as she feels the light cupping caress of her cheek. A nervous swallow. The hand that hand been touching his, falls away, but not into her own lap, instead it alights gently upon his knee.

Savith draws in a breath, which he doesn't release for long long moments. Once again, the blood rushes in his ears, deafening him. Reaching back a bit, the hand on her cheek brushes over her delicate ears, into her hair. A flicker of thought, and settles fully on the ground before Larias, bringing the other hand up to her shoulder. That's when he releases his breath, feeling the nervousness doubled, once from himself, the other from Larias. **If I do,** he replies, send also whisper light, no more than a ripple of thought, unfinished, incomplete.

Larias completes the thought with her reply, ** I will let you know. ** She moves her head ever so slightly, feeling, no, exploring what it is to have his hand in her hair, at her ear. Oh yes, she felt it once befoer, but that, was different - coerced as it were by the unfulfilled demands of Recognition. Her breathing slows, forced into a steady rhythm, forcing herself to stay calm, or at least try.

Savith's own breathing is ragged and unsteady as he runs his hand gently through Larias's locks. He nods in reply. He doesn't have any more words, really, for what goes on in his mind. Yes, it was different. By then, the urge was a raging tidal wave, a force that had no care and no more patience. It was over and done quickly, leaving him exhausted and unconscience afterwards. The hand on her shoulder, as the fingers in her hair reaches a point where it can go no futher unless he leans closer, drops slowly, feeling the velvetly silk of Larias's dress.

Larias tenses as she feels his hand move from hair to actually touch her, even if it is through the dress. Her breathing catches a moment, but, quickly she resumes the slow breathing pattern once more, old tensions ebbing as new ones arise. Where he doesn't lean closer, she does, once more experimenting with her boundaries, and with his. Though she does not send, savith can feel her nervous anticipation, her worry, eagerness, and tucked deep down, her fear.

Savith takes in another breath at Larias leans forward. His boundaries. She's doing a good job of breaking through them. The hand trailing her arm reaches her wrist, but he doesn't wrap fingers about it, as he did then, to hold her still. Exhaling, only to breath shallowly again, Savith works his fingers free from her long hair as his eyes seek out hers, peering into her face. Feeling her fear, he whispers, "I can stop... if you want." The sound is breath only, broken.

Larias leaves her one hand resting on his knee, though she does lean back, pulling away physically, though clinging tightly to the mental closeness. She nods once, her eyes downcast, breath catching as she tries to speak. Finding she has no voice, her send flutters once more, ** Yes.. Stopping. Good. ** She pauses, an addendum fluttering shortly afterwards, ** For now. **

Damn it! He shouldn't have opened his big mouth. But a loyal Chosen he is, characterized by obeying, even when it hurts, and so he nods. Taking a deep breath, he floats back, putting more distance between them. But with the physical removal, in order to force himself to comply, a mental distance must form, and in those heartbeats that he fights to withdraw, he forces himself to grow cold, pulling over himself that shroud of emotionless thought of a Chosen. It shudders though, when she sends For now.

Larias frowns as she feels the coldness crawl over him, the distance forced and built up. Is this how it felt to him? No, she can still feel, just not as well, perhaps pressing she could feel more, but for now, she does not. Her eyes focus on the wall just behind Savith, unable to look at him for the moment. She murmurs softly, "I'm sorry."

Savith floats to the center of the den, standing his full heaight with eyes closed. Breathing steadies. Flush leaves him. And when he opens his eyes, they are flat, cold, the dull moss grey-green once more. He regards Larias a moment before he replies, his voice flat, "No apology is necessary." Using her own words against her is he?

And yes, that's what it feels like. Not pretty is it?

Larias's crimson coloring begins to fade, the tones slowly becoming more reminiscent of the light pink of a mild burn. At his words though, she frowns, her head hanging low, hoping hair shields her expression. Oh yes, she knows when last those words were spoken, how often has she virtually thrown his apologies back in his face? A moment longer and she rises as well, turning in the air as she does so, facing away from him. Yes, time to run again, time to sort this all out in her head, "I.. will leave you be."

"It is I that will be leaving," Savith retorts coldy, turning to move for the den openning. "You should stay warm and finish your meal." If she's running, then he is hidden already. Hiding behind duties and things to do.

Larias nearly snaps a retort, but this time, she can not bring herself to say. Instead, she speaks as calmly as she can bring herself to, "My meal is done. And this room is small. I need the air." Go ahead, try and stop her from leaving.

Savith nods, but continues to the den. "I see. Winddance and I are going hunting," he states firmly, though why would he mention it? Is it a subtle hint, a gentle offer to join him on a hunt, hidden behind formality?

Larias flicks a glance his way, hunting? She looks down at the full skirt of the garb Llune crafted for her, a gown crafted for an indoor life of ease, not the outdoor existence of solitude. The fabric sticky from when she slept in it, the small tears getting a little bigger from when she flew, full force into the tree. A smirk, followed by a grin to herself, "There is no better way to get air than on the back of a bird is there. Mind if I join you?" She's half expecting a resounding no, but, she needs to try anyway - that closeness, the touch, she hadn't wanted it to end, not really, but she needed it to.

Savith stops by the doorway and glances back. Ah, there's that smirk, but the eyes are still cold, though a hint of warmth tries to form. "Not with you wearing that," he replies. "I'm sure there's something you can borrow that's more fit for a hunt."

Larias lets out a sigh, shaking her head, "Its in this, or nothing Savith." She moves towards the doorway, careful to keep her eyes from him, "Have you seen another my height and build here? There's not a dress crafted by Llune made for hunting, you know that."

Savith stops the think. Got a point there. Hmm... And he nods, "Fine. Let's go." And he turns to go.

Larias turns, and with a thuoght, brings the blade to her hand. Then, swiftly she follows behind.

[travel spam to bird omitted]

Savith heads toward one of the guards. There's a brief conversation where he informs them that Cutter's allowed him permission to hunt, but he'll have to return the weapons when he gets back. Skywise nods, and plays fetch, bringing two spears and Savith's talonwhip. Though hidden, Larias can no doubt feel the ripple of relief as he reattaches the weapon to his hip. A glance at Larias and he leads the way, flying up and whistling shrilly for his bird. Winddance meets them above the treetops, and Savith trills to her. The hawk sees the spear, and coos happily. Hunt! Savith can only laugh, those cold walls starting to lower at seeing his bird. "Yes, hatchling, hunting we go."

Larias acts as little more than a shadow, following its source obediently. She neither sends nor speaks when Savith deals with the Lostholts, though, when the spear is given, she takes it with a sending of wordless thanks. Following Savith up into the sky, she waits for him to greet his bird, though a flicker of a smile appears as she feels the wall shift some. The smile falls, when she notes how cruelly she kept the wall, tight and firm for so long - she wasn't meaning to be cruel, merely wishing to shield herself from him.

Well it was cruel! Whimper! Sniff! Greeting done, he settles himself, and slows Winddance, fighting her excitement, **Come on.** His send has a hint of the upcoming hunt, the thrill of it. To Winddance he whistles, "Calmly, my darling bird. Let Larias join us tonight, alright?"

Larias settles in behind Savith, gripping the spear with one hand, her skirts riding high as she sits behind Savith. A moment of hesitation, and then she wraps her other arm about his waist, the touch gentle as if trying not to disturb, but knowing she'll need to hang on, ** I am ready. **

Savith glances down at Larias's hand for just a moment before he whistles his bird into flight, moving away from the forst of Lostholt. If he had a free hand, he might had brushed the back of her hand gently. Ah well. He leans slightly, surveying the area. **See anything you like?**

Larias sits a bit stiffly behind him on the bird, man, the air is cold on bare legs! yeesh - she will have to talk to Llune very soon abut different clothes. These dresses just will not serve outside the Mountain. At the question, she blinks, then smiles to herself, ** Actually I do. ** To bad she's looking at the back of his head, rather than down for something to slay.

Savith hmm softly, not catching the hint, **Your eyes are better than mine.** At least, until he spots a leg. Hmm. Focus. And back to hte hunt he goes.

Larias blushes, though, the color in her cheeks could be from the wind on them, really. Her eyes move down to look over the birds wings, ** Ah.. maybe. I... seem to have lost sight of it. ** A half truth, but for the moment, she isn't looking at him, soo...

Hit and miss, huh? Savith veers the bird, headed past the river toward some open plains. **Perhaps we'll have better luck without the tree cover,** he replies. Setting the spear against his thigh, he spares a glance back. **Did you want to try throwing from bird back this time, or shall we, like last, and leave Winddance to get her own meal? I do rather think we should take as much back as we can.**

** If that is what you think, then that is what we should do. I'll learn to throw from her back another time. ** Larias turns to business, must hunt, help feed a tribe, make heself useful - even if her legs are freezing cold.

Savith nods at Larias, and urges the bird onward, scanning the ground ahead. **Perhaps when Volek and I are working on it,** he comments, **Maybe you can help settle that younger bird. She'll make a fine mount for Volek.**

Larias hehs softly, her gazes roaming once more to rest on the back of Savith's head. The grip about hist waist tightens slightly, ** I never got much into the workings of the birds. I doubt I would do better than he at the creature settled. Most likely' I'd spoil and over feed. ** Much as she did with Winddance.

Beneath Larias's hand, a soft rumble of Savith's chuckle can be felt. He glances down again, at the hand, the tightened grip. **True enough. But I've seen he's quite the gift with them. A natuarl trainer.**

Winddance's wings carry them away, toward the river. There's a small herd, stopping by the river to drink and rest. **There,** Savith sends suddenly. And he tries to sort out how to make this work. **I can get her into a dive, grab at one with her talons, while we dismount and drop into two more. You should stay above the herd.**

Larias nods, the motion lost since she is behind him. But then her send, once more, all business, a tinge of exhilaration mounting, eager to make a kill, something she hasn't done in what feels like ages, ** Say the word and I will be ready... I -will- drop one this time. ** The spear is gripped, so erady, she works over lessons given her by another chosen, how best to drop a doe with a spear.

Savith nods and gives Winddance her signal whistle, pressing her feathers with magic and hand to get her going where she needs to go. Once the herd is spotted, she needs no more direction. **Do you know how to hang sideways from her harness? It makes the quick-drop easier?**

Larias sends quickly, knowing their time is limited, ** Share with me. It will take but once and I will know how. **

You locksend to Larias, Savith opens his mind to you, drawing forth the knowledge of a side-hold and a quick drop. But the close mental touch brings with it the closeness of before, for he doesn't build harsh walls, he hides behind duty. Duty like now.

Savith shares the knowledge, gripping his spear. When it's sent, he replies, **You'll have to go first.**

Larias closes her eyes briefly as she takes in the informatin, absorbing it, ready and willing to eagerly give it a try. At his word, she manuevers into place as his send illustrated, one hand tightly gripping the harness, the other holdig the spear.

You sense in a locksend, Larias is all business at this moment herself, for she pays attention only to that whish she asked for, no search, no pressure, no prodding, simply learning.

When Larias moves to his side, he takes a single moment to watch her before he shifts to the other side of hte harness. Whistling his ready to Winddance, the bird tucks her wings and dives toward the herd, not psooking them until the last moment. Savith waits until Winddance's talons drop and open, then, **NOW!** And he drops from the harness, freefalling.

With the dress flapping in the wind, Larias releases hold as soon as the word is given. Her arms are brought tight to her sides, the spear pressed against her side and leg, legs stiff and straight, eeek, and she thought it was cold before - nothing compared to freefalling in a dress, yikes! She eyes the herd, selecting one of the smaller creatures as her target.

Savith drops like a stone. The three hunters reach their marks at the same time. Winddance grabs a small yearling, and sweeps up, leaving the elves to the herd. Savith drops, not stopping his fall. He uses the spear into another, older doe, to do it for him. His momentum and weight drops the doe to the ground, and he to his feet, where he grabs his talonwhip, eyes darting after another whitetail.

Heeding Savith's word, Larias slows her descent with the skills she possesses, she makes a low arc, swooping low, before coming up. The motions start out smooth, but, how smoothe can one be when the hunt in a skirt that whips and flaps in the wind, snagging on the tip of the spear. She, however hardly seems to notice, and the fabric gives way under as she pulls bck her arm, the tearing making the motion jerky, throwing her aim off some.

Talonwhip in hand, Savith, heedless of Larias at the moment, brings arm up and throws at one last stragler as the herd gallops away. The claws clamp on the deer's rump, and Savith is forced to quickly wrap the line about his forearm and brace. But he's far too light, and before he can summon up his magics to hold him, he's yanked off his feet. "Aaah!"

Larias's own spear lands with a dull thud, embedded in the ground, green from the dress embedded into the ground, and whipping around the shaft. She scowls, oly a moment later to hear Savith's troubled cry. She spins in the air, blinking at the site of the chosen being drug in air behind his prey. She kicks it in high gear, an attempt to catch up, ** Savith? I'm coming! **

Savith reaches up with his other hand to grap the rope of hte whip. Pulled off his feet, he uses his flight to keep himself from scraping along the ground, turning to look ahead. GAH! A bush. He twists, pulling another direction. **Down the whitetail,** Savith's mind replies, not wanting to loose the hunt. He can feel the talonwhip starting to work its way loose from the creature's motions.

Larias's eyes lock onto the creature, and with another burst of will, she truly kicks into high gear - Savith, known for flying fast and furious, perhaps could not even reach the speed with which she moves. The spear is in the ground, what does she have left to down the whitetail? Ah yes, she finds where the knife had been tucked, and continues gliding straight as a wellshot arrow, and just as fast. This kind of hunting she's done before, nothing but a knife of her own crafting, on the hot pursuit of this or that animal. She levels off at the same height as the creatures head, catching up.

Savith is awe-struck, eyes wide as he sees just how fast Larias can go. Wow. Distracted, he doesn't notice the fallen log the whitetail leaps over and slams into it. You know, thank the HIGH ONES for helmets. But the force of the blow finally rips the talonwhip free, and down he goes, tumbling in the dirt, to end in an unconscience heap just before another small bush. Without his weight, the whitetail finds a new burst of speed.

Having already pulled ahead of Savith, Larias does not see the accident occur, her burst of speed coinciding nicely with the deers. Knife gripped at the ready, she reaches in line with the creature, and, as she did when needed while alone, she grabs the creatures ear with one hand, yanking with a strength most her kin do not possess. Surprised, the deer, stumbles, and its at that moment, the knife comes down, embedded in the eye - there is a reason she knew how best to quickly dispatch the chosen's birds. Practise makes perfect. No sooner does the knife go in, than she lets go, less she get dragged down when the creature tumbles head over hooves into a lifeless heap. Swooping upwards at the avoidance, she sends, turning back in the air, wiping at the sweat on her brow, ** Savith? ** Her complexion pales, he's not behind the creature as she expected.

But thankful that only death silences sending. Savith replies, though his mind is hazy and not coherent. He's unconscience, and doesn't know exactly where. He just knows that his body does not want to respond, not even to wake. Above, Winddance circles, waiting obidently, the yearling balking in her talons, frightful.

Larias leaves the slain creature and knife behind, oo, but how she needs to rest now, such feats do not come without a cost. Her reply is gentle, worried, ** I am coming, please, keep your mind open to mine. ** She picks the way back, eyes scanning the trail of the creature, following that sending as best she can, needing to find him more than the food will be needed in LostHolt.

How can Savith do anything but keep his mind open? He's not all here right now, and with souls so close... His mind acknowledges Larias's request, still fighting to get himself awake again. Minutes pass. It's hard to see a Chosen, in black and blue leather as he is, in the dark of night, but as his mind fights to pull him awake, he groans softly.

drawn to his mind like a moth to flame, Larias homes in well and truly as soon as the groan comes round. She lands near the fallen form, her eyes lit with worry. Kneeling beside the fallen form, she begins checking for anything broken , noting he's out cold. Had to have hit his head, not good, not good at all.

Savith isn't broken, and the helmet saved him. If it weren't for that, his head would probably be split open like a melon. And it's a good thing he did hit head first, for he was unconscience before he hit the ground. Relaxed as his body was, the worst of his wounds are some scraps, bruises, torn uniform (again!), and some over extended muscle. The helmet is dented beyond recognition, pressed against his head in an awkward angle. As Larias touches his temple, he groans again, eyes fluttering, trying to open.

Larias swallows nervously, ok, nothing's broken, thats a good thing. Eyeing the helmet, and the eyes trying to open, she gingerly, oh so gingerly, moves to lift the thing off his head, "You need to wake up Savith..." She swallows hard, adding urgency into a wordless sending. Bah - please don't have a head wound like Shadows.

Savith forces himself to wake, a moan escaping him as a hand tries to lift it to his head. The helmet stopped much, but hte force of hte blow, and the sudden dent of hte metal, has lift a nice bump, and cut the skin, for he bleeds nicely. He blinks a few times, trying to sort out what happened. "....mmmmm, I'm awake."

Larias carelessly throws the helmet who knows where as she sees the bleeding bump on his head. How so very like her - Larias finds the tear in the dress from the pike, and rips off another long section, urgency giving her strength to litterally tear the fabric sturdy fabric - that and it really has been abused. She uses the cloth to tenderly dab at the blood, trying to see how bad it really is. "Good, you need to stay that way, til I know for certain you're ok."

Savith starts to nod, but finds it makes the world spin, and so stops, sending instead. **I will,** he states, the words fuzzy. He touches the bump, flinching slightly, then opens his eyes to look at his finger. Blood. **I'm bleeding,** the thought drifts from him, a touch of dull shock with it.

Larias switches to sending as that is what he does, ** Ye syes I know you are. ** She continues wiping up what she can, then, balling up the rest of the material and using it to lightly press, trying to keep the bleeding to a minimal - damn, and here she is without sewing kit. ** Keep still, but talking, or sending... ** she has to get this under control after all. Her sends, she tris to stripof worry, but she can't help it, new found feelings only serving to make this doubly distressing.

Savith turns his head at hte pressure, a groan again finding its way from his throat. The world slowly coming into focus. **The whitetail?**

Larias winces as he groans, "I know it hurts.. I know." she murmurs. But, the question, shaking her head, ever the provider, ** Is down. Though.. in a much less skilled method than I had hoped. **

Savith sighs. Good. Meat secured. He reaches up to pick up the pressure on the head wrap. **How many,** he asks. Yes, ever the provider.

At the motion, Larias moves the cloth back, leaning to inspect the wound, if its stopped bleeding, that a good thing. She brushes his hand away, "You sit still I said. Let me take care of this. And, not that it matters right now.. three in total I think. One by Winddance, so that leaves us with two."

Savith sets his hand down, turning his head to look at Larias. ** I can move,** he stately, a touch harsh, but the bark lacks a bite. **Three? That's good. Must get it back.** See?

Larias removes the balled up bit of skirt from Savith's head. She sighs, its still bleeding, not good - but it could be worse. She sighs, dabbing at the cut ever so gently, ** I have no doubt you can move, its whether or not you should right now that concerns me. Let the wound stop bleeding, then we will worry about the kills and getting you back to the Holt. **

Savith presses his lips together firmly, not realizing she can feel his wound just as well as he can. **Then let me hold the bandage, and we can get started.** Really! You'd think he'd almost died.

Larias continues dabbing at the wound. A soft hrmph is given, ** As I said, you're not going anywhere until this stps bleeding. So, I suggest you just sit there and deal with it. ** Her tone is clipped, terse, but still full of worry and concern, ** If I have to, I'll sit on you myself to make you stay still. **

Savith grumps, but sits still. Er.. lays still. Headwounds do tend to bleed alot, but with Larias putting pressure, it stops sooner than it would, even if Savith had kep the pressure and moved about. He closes his eyes after a moment, starting to fall asleep again.

As the bleeding subsides Larias relaxes a bit, and then, when its finished, she lifts the ball of fabric, holding tight to it, just in case she needs to use it again. An inspection, and for the moment she is satisfied its not serious, just painful. Only then does she realise his breathing is evening out, and, very nearly she reaches out to shake him, instead, she touches his shoulder, worry in her voice, "Savith? Please.. you have to stay awake.. for a bit longer"

Savith hmms softly, and after a moment, he opens his eyes again, unfocused for a moment, before he fights to remain steady again. It takes him far longer than it should. Finally, he licks his lips and moves to try to push himself up. **The whitetail?... ah.. I asked already. Where's my talonwhip?**

Larias frowns as he moves to push himself up. She moves to stand before him, bent over at the waist, finger poking him in the chest, ** I didn't say it was ok for you to move yet... What would I do if standing caused you to black out, hmm? ** Aside from panic and haul his sorry but back to LostHolt, not much. The question of whitetail and talon whip are left unanswered for the moment.

Savith oofs at poke, not having gotten further than up to an elbow. He replies curtly, **Then help be get up slowly, and I won't black out.** Simple logic should prevail, if the urge to fall over and sleep doesn'y win.

She can't really argue with that can she? Larias frowns and then relents, ** Ok.. but if you black out... ** She'll what, who knows, but it won't be pretty. ** Lets do this, -very- slowly then, ok? **

Savith would nod, but it doesn't seem so good of an idea, so he just holds out a hand. **Alright, together.**

Larias takes the hand he holds out, her own grip firm. Her magic reaches out, ready to envelope him should the need arise. And,. sending tinged with all sorts of worry and concern, fretting over nothing but his well being, ** As slow as you like... I am ready. **

Savith takes his time to compose himself, and gather the mental strength. His magic doesn't come as smoothly as he likes, and so, using complaining sinew, he pulls himself up, tugging at Larias's hand to do so. Half way to his feet, dizziness threatens, but true to his training, he bites down and stubborns through the rest and up on his feet. It leaves him drained, and he sags forward, with a groan.

Larias moves swiftly, from holding his hand as a steadying force to pull himself up by, to a sturdier frame to lean on. Yes she's tired, yes she flew hard and fast, but, this is her Recognized, a part of her soul, aching, in pain. She ducks under one of his arms, draping it quickly across her shoulders, and the other arm is wrapped about his waist, firmly holding on to him. She does not lift them both, right now, fearing weightlessness would be to inviting for slumber. Via sending she mutters, ** High Ones Savith.. please stay with me. Stay awake.. We need to go. **

Savith pants a bit. Taking a breath, he lifts his head, and draws himself up. A subtle sway, then he's staedy again with effort, much effort. He waits a bit, trying to draw up his magics as his eyes serach out his mount. Where is that.. ah, there. **Okay. Let's go.** Hmm... hello... Savith? Are you forgetting something?

Larias frowns softly, ** I will call winddance - the two kills will have to stay here. Ok? ** Her sending is worried, yes, she's noted he missed the fact he's missing things, ** I.. want you to stay awake though, ** ahh, distraction, ** Can you spot your whip? **

The fresh scent of blood in the night is already starting to draw unwanted attention. The distractions work, and Savith lowers his gaze to look about. Talonwhip... well, it's still attached to his arm. **I've got it,** he replies, then tries to focus on the other question. Ok? Okay what? Oh, the kills. **No. Need to bring them now.**

Larias gives the high shrill whistle that typically brings the bird to her. Its not quite the same as Savith's own whistle, "I'll have Wind grab them before we leave them." The lie slips so easily from her lips, she needs him to be calm, unworried, no clue how they arrived out here, it will be by his memory that they will return. ** When she's ready and circling, I'll bring you aloft with me, ok? **

Savith nods, then groans, leaning against Larias again, before he focres himeslf on his own feet again. **okay,** he agrees, believing, and yet, **I'll get the kills ready.**

Larias holds tightly on to him, if he thinks he'll be supporting his own weight, he has another think coming. Another lie, "I've got that taken care of. Pleae, just relax, ok?" She looks up, scanning the sky for the great hawk, and once again, gives the whistle, calling Winddance.

Savith blinks. When did she do that? Winddance, obident, comes at the second whistle, not having recognized the first for exactly what it was. She squawks, calling out as she lowers to a slow circle. Meanwhile, Savith tries to pull the talonwhip to him, but his mind's too fuzzy, and it aches to focus.

Larias lets out a sigh of relief as she hears Wind's answering squawk. Her grip about his waist tightens, her other hand going to grab his where it dangles over her shoulder. Yes, she could fly him without holding him, but spent as she was in downing the doe, she doesn't trust herself to be as delicate as needed with the closeness of touch. With but a thought, the pair lift up, the movement slow, as she confesses, ** I will need your help Savith, in returning to LostHolt. I don't know the way. **

Oh... the ground. Savith blinks a moment. He's not floating himself. Ah, what was the question? **Ah.. of course,** he replies, looking up toward the bird. There's that unsteady sensation of him trying to fly them both, but.. unable to. Below, as the gliders leave, scavengers start to converge onthe kill. But, at least Winddance has a live one in her talons still.

Larias makes no mention of his awkward use of his gifts, instead, steadily pushing them onward and upward, until she matches the slow circling Winddance, ** Savith. ** Its said, to garner his attention, I will settle you down, you have to stay upright, awake, you -have- to help guide me back to the Holt. ** Where there are healers, where there is shelter, where there is safety.

Savith reaches out as they near hte bird, moving to settle to the harness. **I can make it,** he sends, brw furrowing when he doesn't immeditely move toward the harness. A breath, and he forces himself to focus again, and manages to give a push with his magic.

As his use of magic, she allows him some modicum of control over himself, still keeping an eye about him, lest the magic falter in anyway. She stays floating, moving at the same speed as the bird, waiting until he is settled. ** How does your head feel... ? ** Keep him talking and awake, yes, thats the ticket!

Savith settles into his place, talonwhip dangling from his arm. **It's fine,** he replies, **Achy, but fine.** He readjustes, then leans forward to pat Winddance's, "Alright. Back home." What is he THINKING?!

Larias blinks, as he gives the command before she even has the chance to settle in behind. She gives Wind a shrill whistle, the stay and circle. Her mind races, High Ones, this is not good. Though she hates to do it, she grabs hold of the harness, squeezing in front of Savith. Worry and fear filter into her sending, ** Lostholt Savith, we need to go to Lostholt! Rosendo, Llune. Send her to Lostholt.! **

Oh.. right. Savith nods, and is just a dead weight as Larias presses him back. Lostholt. He thinks a minute, then whistles the return to camp signal. Winddance trills, and turns, veering east, back toward lostholt. Good bird. Here's a cookie. When Larias settles infront of him, he leans his forehead against her back, and closes his eyes. Ah.. sleep good.

Larias holds tight to the harness, silently urging the bird back to the Holt, willing her to fly fast and furious. Her other hand she wraps behind herself, with Savith clumped as he is, she holds onto him, as best she can, sending, ** Stay with me Savith. You can't sleep yet. ** Her tone is absolute.

Savith grumbles, and pushes himself upright again. **I'm here, I'm here. High ones, you're annoying.** It's just hte bump on his head! REALLY! A hand has draped about her waist loosely, and he turns his head to look tot he side. Winddance is a good girl,and hte forst looms near. It's not long, and she flutters to land at her 'camp' a landing spot in an open clearing in the forest not far from the Father Tree. The ride is short, for she doesn't detour. Her landing is, however, a bit rough, as she prances a bit to settle the doe under her talons, struggling to keep it alive, as bid by her elf.

** Good. It means you'll stay awake. ** She frowns darkly at the rough landing, though, wastes no time in lifting off bird back, extending her magics to Savith to do the same. Poor Winddance, no good birds given, no word on what to do with the creatuer in her talons. Larias is, after all, on a mission to keep her Recognized's wits intact.

Savith inhales as he's lifted from the bird's back. Barely hanging on to conscieceness, he reaches out for his bird, but can't muster the strength to drift to her. The bird looks at him, head tilted to one side. I'm a good bird, yes? Savith's brow furrow, **Wait.**

Larias pauses, glancing back, oh - the bird right. She hovers, with him much the same as before, arms about him, supporting. Aww, wouldn't Llune be thrilled to see such?

SHe sure would. When he's stopped, Savith smiles weakly. "There's a bird. You eat your fill, then give whatever's left to Volek, okay?" Okay. Good. Maybe she didn't get it, but he finally slums, going limp. Okay, no more for this elf. Sleep calls, and is a far more convincing mistress than any before.

Winddance tilts her head. Eat? Okay. She lowers her beak, dispatching the beat by tearing into it and eating it... still alive. Ew.

Larias flies swift and sure, weaving through the forest to get to the Holt, hoping she recalls enough of the way not to get them lost. Ahh, but when the Father Tree looms in sight, she heads off, down the appropriate path to the den they've been given. Of course, sans spears and kill, the wolfriders are likely not going to be happy.

Nope, they aren't going to be happy. Not one bit. The glider's mad rush to the den gets looks, especially since Savith looks to be out of it, and his talon whip trails behind him, wrapped about his arm. Whispered questions run along hte lines of: Did they get into a fight again?

Friday, August 15, 2003

Ending the Silent Treatment

Logfile from TwoMoons - Savith.

East Bank of the Silver Run River
The lands of the Abode surround you.
At the rivers edge, a pool has formed, sheltered by huge rocks on the west side, allowing the water there to collect and empty out somewhat at odd intervals. Here it seems a good place for the washing out of leathers, bathing of bodies and general relaxing, though the waters you find are chilled. There is smooth white sand, surprisingly, under your feet and you find yourself smiling at this pleasant place. There are a few trees scattered over the beach, providing shade as well patches of cleared ground. The bank here begins tapering off into thick woods, limbs covered with gaily colored leaves as the holt prepares for the season of DeathSleep. Dead and dying shrubs and undergrowth encroaches all around as the bank blends with and eventually becomes the forest. Tiny bugs zip around at ankle height, and occasionally a fish leaps out to snatch at one of them. It is a cool autumn afternoon. The father tree is quiet as elves and wolves sleep in their dens.

A full day and night has passed since both Larias and Savith woke up in the middle of their shared nightmare. During that time, save for the short conversation soon after that rude awakening, Larias hasn't been very communicative, rarely speaking or sending more than a word. Her shields, protecting self, preserving thoughts have been up the entire time, shutting herself off from her Recognized as best she can. Sleep has not come, and with the daystar once again beginning its descent, the elfess is looking a bit haggard. What thoughts could keep her so on guard she won't let herself sleep, for fear they may leak through. But at last, the sound of her throat clearing rings loud in the silent glade, and she finally does speak from where she lays in the shelter, feeling to tired to move herself, "Could... I have some water? Please?" Aww, and polite, something is up.

Savith has been sitting about, resting, loafing, bored really. If Larias doesn't talk, he doesn't either, giving her her space and privacy. The sound of her voice is a bit of a startle, after so long in silence. A glance at Larias, and he gets up and collects a waterskin. As he lifts it, it's too light, and so to the pool, where he fills it from the upstream flow of water before flying to Larias and holding the waterskin out to her.

Larias pushes herself to an upright position, using one hand to keep herself steadied. She glances up as Savith nears, though quickly looks back down again as she takes the skin, face schooling into non-expression, as best she can anyway. Closing her eyes she drinks deeply, several long draughts of the fresh clear liquid. Heedless of the work of art Llune has crafted in the form of a dress, she wipes her lips dry with the back of her arm. A half murmured "Thank you" before she hands it back. Her knees draw up, keeping the blanket on her lower half for warmth, her arms wrapping loosely about her legs.

Savith watches Larias as she drinks, but keeps his mind to himself. Silent. He collects the waterskin when she finishes with it, wordlessly nodding his reply to her murmured thank you. With a thought, it is rehung on a small branch, and Savith turns to stand and float away, once more giving Larias her privacy. Stupid Chosen. Don't you realize she doesn't like being alone?

With his back turned to her, Larias lifts her head, her eyes following his every move. For those watching, its quite obvious she is studying her fellow Chosen, forehead marred by tiny furrows as she memorizes every single detail of his gliding form. Since there is no need to mask her emotions, some play in her eyes, though the watchers don't know her so well as to be able to read them. Very nearly a smile forms as a random thought drifts by. How long has it been since she's eaten? Time to remedy that, once again her eyes dropping down, face smoothing over, voice carrying out towards him, "Is there.. anything left from the basket brought by the Villager?"

Savith's face held a touch of concern at Larias's silence. The raging he can handle. The curt words he can handle. The nightmares, well, he'll learn to handle them. But this? Dropping to the ground by the pool where he can over look the river, he's about to get comfortable when Larias's voice sops him. Food? He nods and stands again, moving toward where he stashed the basket. Looking in, he checks. Just enough. Taking the basket, he flies to Larias and drops to kneeling again to hand the basket over, again, wordlessly.

Without bothering to look, a hand reaches in, blindly selecting something that feels vaguely edible. She doesn't even bother to look before she brings what happens to be a piece of dried meat to her lips. She lifts her head just slightly taking the bite, using the motion as an excuse to glance at Savith as he kneels. A small nibble is taken, chewed and swallowed. Again, she lets the silence hang thick in the air several moments before she speaks again. "Thank you..." There is a tremor in her voice, a frown as she note sit, then, with a sigh she speaks softly, hoping the words do not carry to the sharp wolfrider ears abounding, "What do you think of me?"

Savith waits until Larias says thank you before he starts to stand to go. Just as he tenses to start to rise, Larias speaks again. What does he think of her? What DOES he think of her? Settling to the ground cross-legged, he ponders a moment. That's a good question. Finally, in a voice just as soft, he replies, "Do you want a polite answer, or an honest answer?"

The corner's of her mouth twitch, so very nearly the impassive mask is broken. Larias finds herself having to look down, mm, yes, look at the basket, maybe theres something aside from the dried meat worth eating in there. Her soft voice murmurs, "An honest one," a light pause before once again she is polite, "please."

Honest. Okay. You asked for it. "When we first met, I didn't care about you. Just another glider. Then a traitor. Everything I despised," Savith begins, voice soft. His eyes too drop to the basket. "Then at Raft Holt, you were at first a bargaining tool, or so I hoped, but after those dreams." He pauses again, remembering those dark nightmares he fought so hard to remove from you. The memory makes him shudder slightly. "Then, another thing I hurt, like Wildstorm," he continues, his voice cracking to near a whisper at the name. He knew she died merely a turn or so after he abandoned them. He's silent a moment, as if not goingto say more, then he picks up again. "When... eyes met eyes," he whispers, "You seemed the thing that would end me. When I found you again at Grove, there was hope, finally. A chance to set some things right, fix what I had destroyed, ask forgiveness of what I had destroyed... and pure blooded." He tried to smile, shaking his head slightly, eyes still downcast, "You've no idea now complete it makes me feel sometimes. Despite all your moods, there's times when... I feel whole again."

Her pale eyes remain locked on the basket, though her attention is well and truly on Savith's reply. She remains still and motionless throughout his soft speech. Her expression so very nearly threatens to crack at the mention of her nightmares, again when he speaks of eyes meeting eyes. And to keep her face schooled to calm, Larias closes her eyes as he speaks the last. It takes a few moments before she trusts her voice to respond, evenly, "I see." She swallows, opening her eyes once more, staring at the tops of her blanket covered knees, "Thank you." Her mouth opens to say more, but, she refrains, instead, letting the silence fall one more.

Savith waits a moment, not looking up into her face. Her reply, so flat and monotone, he finds his throat dry from it. When she says thank you, he nods, and stands to fly away again. So much like a good Chosen, dismissed once a report is given to His Lord.

She doesn't even have to look over to note his motion. Her position shifts, allowing her to bend her head and place forehead to knees. The mask falls, not that anyone can see it, considering the position she has pretzelled herself into. Rather than comment on the last of what he said, she murmurs softly into her legs, "And have you... have you set things right? Been forgiven?"

Savith stops a few steps away, and turns to look back. "I'm sorry," he says, "What was that?" He's not sure what she said.

Larias doesn't bother to lift her head, merely turning it to the side, her cheek resting where her forehead had been. Her eyes are clouded, deep troubled thoughts abounding, so easy to see, but still she tries to keep that connection, tat tie of souls choked off. Barely louder than before, its easier to understand now that she's not speaking to her legs, "Have you set things right and been forgiven?"

Savith's head tilts to the side. He can see her trouble, the cloud in her eyes, but... High ones! She's blocking him from it? Floating back over, he sits, and waits until he has her full attention before replying. "I don't know. You tell me."

Her attention hasn't wavered since she actually managed to bring herself to speak and ask for water and food, though, now that the basket is near, it remains untouched. She turns her head away, lifting it just enough to once more erst her chin on the tops of her knees. A deep breath is taken, her shoulders tense as she speaks, "And if I said yes...?"

Savith watches Larias silently, eyes never wwavering from her form. HE listens to her words, leaning back on his hands. If she said yes... "I'd say thank you," he replies, musing it over, as if workin gout a script with her, for her. "Then probably try not to screw up again."

Larias hehs softly, her shoulders jumping slightly with the sound. "And what could you possibly do, that would 'screw up'? Once forgiveness is given, it can't be taken away." Can it? Not so far as she understands. With her thoughts weighing heavily on her, Larias's shoulders sag, that tenuous choke hold on the tie of souls loosening just a bit.

Savith grins faintly as Larias almost chuckles. "Any number of things, actually," he replies, tone less than flat and cold. "And no, it can't be taken away, but the trust gained from it, can be torn apart. As I'm sure you're aware, trust is abnormally hard to rebuild."

'Especially when it is yourself you can't trust.' The thought resounds loudly within her, as once again she moves to lay her head on her knees, arms wrapping snugly between calves and thighs - such a cute little glider ball she makes right now. Voice still s distilled of emotion as she can muster, Larias responds, "Trust is... something I don't find myself understanding anymore." Again, lips threaten to break that mask as the corners twitch upwards, "Perhaps I never did. Alone to long I suppose.How to deal with others, how to express, it hardly makes sense most of the time."

Savith nods. "Well, we are timeless," he replies softly. He pauses a moment, then lifts his gaze to her face again. "That's why you're not letting me in, huh? "

Larias swallows hard, pale eyes closing as her shoulders roll in a shrug. "No.. actually, thats not why." She pauses briefly, a deep breath taken, then let out slowly, "Its a mess in here. You'd not want to see or feel it right now." Her voice drops to but a bare whisper, "High Ones know, I certainly don't."

Savith nods, then moves to stand. "Well, some seem to think things are easier when shared, but I'm not going to press. IF you want to be alone, that's fine. I'm going over there until you're not going to mope on yourself." It's not said cruely, or coldly, just said. Here without anyone that's going to remmebr past a season or so, and no one that is really going to care, he's bit more open than in the mountain, or the village.

Ahh, but there is someone that will recall past a season or more :P The one he speaks to, she is as timeless as he, and older by how many turns of the seasons? Before he can stand, she reaches out in a quick smooth motion, a hand reaching out fumbling for one of his own. Her voice cracks as she speaks, "I.. didn't say, I wanted to be... alone."

Savith stops as Larias takes his hand. He pauses there a moment, looking down at her. Her voice cracks, and he waits anohter heartbeat longer, then he drops to sit at her side again. "You gave the impression," he comments, settling himself more comfortably. "We've been given a guest den for the winter, until you're feeling up to traveling again." He pauses, hand still in hers, and gives it a very subtle squeeze, an oddly affectionate gesture, "So I leave the decision to you, since that's whom this whole trip was for."

A sigh of relief is given as he once again settles down beside her. Odd perhaps, but she does not retract her hand, for the moment, taking a slight amount of comfort. "I could travel now," her voice trails off, hmm, yes, this is better, something to think about other than trying to sort herself out, "Its Rosendo I am not certain of, and their Healer, she may need... help."

Savith tilts his head. After all she's done... "Help? Do you think she will need a quick way to get to her birthplace?" Yes, he remembers her open sent dreams, and the wails they caused in the child.

"She may, it was Savah that finally was able to aid me in full..." Larias squeezes your hand once more before loosening the grip. If he were to loosen as well, her hand would fall, touching no more. "She is a Healer though, and perhaps that will be enough. She.. hadn't realized, why the dreams were there. I think the knowledge, may have given her strength."

Savith lets go fully only if Larisa let's go. Though as she loosens her grip, he starts to, before he decides that the slight lowerig her defenses at the light chatter, the physical contact is helping. So, he grips the grip, though light and firm all at once. He nods softly, "If asked, I'm sure we can find a way to accomidate her, though it may mean leaveing someone behind." Out the group, he's more inclided to leave Volek, but still, the decision will be hard, "It's that or I take her alone, and return.

A smile actually manages to make its way upon her face, albeit briefly, "Do you really think they would allow such Savith?" She sits fully upright, shaking her head, "I doubt they would be willing to trust her in your care for such a trip. Not as she is right now anyway." The smile fades, her head drops back down once more to rest on her knees, still she doe snot retract her hand. "Her dreams... High Ones Savith, she shared them all with me."

Savith shurgs, "I can offer, can't I? And to mae the trip as quick as possible, I'll travel alone. Surely they'll understand that with you all in their care, there is nothing I could do to harm her. Not and risk harm to you, and Mother, and Rosendo, and Volek." At her smile fades, and Larias drops her head again, he squeezes her hand gently again. He nods, at the knowledge, and almost seems to lean forward, "If there's somethign for you...."

"Something for me?" She turns her head to the side, cheek to her knees, regarding him thoughtfully, perplexed. Yes, she is relaxing... some.

Savith nods to Larias, sititng by her side just at the edge of hte shelter. They've yet to move into the guest Den (OOC: WHICH, btw, is inthe Hollow Tree where Piper and Darkedge live, than where I lead you the other day.). Savith's eyes hold a touch of concern for Larias. Hidden by the blankets over Larias's legs, and Savith's own crossed ones, the two are... GASP holding hands. "Yes. To help you."

Larias rolls her shoulders in the form of a shrug, "The dreams this time, they aren't mine.. But," Her eyes close, expression almost pained, "They remain thick in my mind. Her fears... My own, not altogether the same, not so different." She swallows hard once again, "And then, Reed's words." She halts in speaking, lips drawing into a tight thin line.

"Reed," Savith asks softly, not familar with the name. "Someone you met when you went to visit one of the dens?" Look, Ma! They aren't trying to kill each other!

Larias's voice is but a murmur, "A wolfrider maiden, standing guard, or being guarded along with Melisanda... I wasn't exactly sure." She doesn't say as to why she decided to seek out the Underworlder. "She, Llune and I spoke," the pause in her sentence hangs heavily before she continues, "briefly, though, it was educational."

High Ones, is Savith not happy to hear that name. She black sent him when he was all bound and stuff in the Main Hall. He licks his lips, a soft smack. "Melisanda. I see," he says, a touch cold again, then changes the subject, "Still hungry?"

Old habits, buried for so long, have to rear their ugly heads every now and again. Larias shakes her head, "No.. I don't think I should eat much." The cloudy blue eyes close in time for a yawn, "I don't dare right now. A full belly, and sleep will come." And what happened the last time she slept? Nightmares and a tree in the back, with poor Rosendo nearly caught somehow inthe midst - something she has no wish to repeat.

And that is enough to get Savith to make his decision, "Then let's get you and Rosendo into that guest den, where it's warm." If it's warm, Larias won't have to snuggle on him, and awake frightened. Another soft squeeze, "Show me where it is, and I'll get us moved in. At least, until whitecold is done." To the trolls with what Winnowill would want. Family comes first sometimes.

Larias lifts her head, brows furrowed, "Den... Oh, yes." She blinks back some of her wearyness, "We should move into the den if we are staying here." she looks up into the trees, eyes scanning for those that watch over the small odd family, "Now?"

Savith lifts a brow faintly, "Can oyu think of a better time?" One last, firm squeeze and he stays, and starts to break down camp. The guards sit up, looking over. Finally, something's going on.

Larias rises as well, the blanket dropping from her form as she does so. In silence, she begins to aide in the process of breaking camp as best she can. So much more for a camp than she ever bothered with, High ones, where will they store it all once tucked inside a wolfrider's den?

Where else? In travel packs. Anything not being used will be stored away until needed. First rule of travelling. "IS Rosendo with Mother?" And where is mother? Probably with Moonshade now?

Larias pauses in the folding up of blankets, her gaze moving towards the Holt, ** She, went to speak with one of their tailors I believe. ** A pause, ** And yes, she has Rosendo. I... am not much of a caretaker right now, though, she said she would bring him back when he was hungry. **

Savith nods, pausing as he feels what little pallable emotions Larias lets leak through to him. Blankets folding, he gets a thong and ties them into a package to drop into the bottom of a travel packet. "That's good." He was worrying.

Larias inwardly curses at herself, she sent, foolish thing that she is, gah! A glance at him, good, he doe snot appear to have picke dup on anything, whew! She finishes folding up the blanket, and then moves on to fold the rest, shaking off each before she does so, ending up with a small pile of folded glider bedding for her efforts. Once the bedding has all been shaken and folded, she rubs at her temple, High ones, this is giving her such a headache.

Savith gets all of the blankets packed away and looks about for anything else. He folds the few bits of clothing Llune has begun and left here for hte moment. Thankfully she's taken her cloth cutters with her, or he might have found them just now. "That's the last of it, I think." He looks over, "You seen anything we're missing?"

Larias glances about, even moving to see if anything is hiding under the blasted skirt of the Mountain dress Llune crafted for her. With a shake of her head, she replies, "No.. That should be it. If not, we can glide back to find and retrieve later."

Savith nods once, and hefts the pack. Once that's settled on his back, he reaches out the lift the other with his mind. "Sounds good to me," he says, voice a touch distracted as he focuses.

Even tired, lacking sleep, she knows she can handle more than she shoulders right now, and so, she extends her magic, encompassing the pack he lifts, helping to ease the load. Larias remains rooted to the ground, her brow breaking out with a light sheen of sweat at the effort, "You.. should lead the way. I'm not sure where we are going."

Savith nods. Turning, he hides the faint look of worry on his features from Larias. He doesn't know either. Not really. Oh, but Redlance, one of the guards, seeing them ready, leaps down to lead the way. **Here. I'll take you. Ned some fresh meat,** he asks softly, **Strongbow had some luck not long ago.** Savith nods, saying nothing.

Its not hard to hide looks sent her direction, she is, after all, actively avoiding meeting savith's gaze. As the wolfriders come down from the trees, she starts nervously, "Meat? Fresh.. yes, that would be good. First settle in." Her words are clipped, tight, her concentration on the floating pack.

Thoughtful, Tyleet moves over to Larias, "Can I help?" Savith follows Redlance as the tracker leads the way to the Hollow Tree and the Guest Den, not hte Visitor's Den. My bad!

Larias gives the smaller elf maiden a shake of her head, as well as a forced light smile, "Distractions good right now." That said, she follows after her Recognized and the red haired plant shaper.

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Hill
Standing atop the slope, you have an incredible view of the SilverRun river, to the west of the holt and to the Northeast you see the huge branches of the immense father tree in the distance, reaching upward to the sky. The land here rises softly in a gentle slope, then drops off steeply to the river bank which hems in the western side of the holt.
Standing atop the slope, you have an incredible view of the SilverRun river, to the west of the holt and to the Northeast you see the huge branches of the immense father tree in the distance, reaching upward to the sky.. The land here rises softly in a gentle slope, then drops off steeply to the river bank which hems in the western side of the holt. The land around you is covered over with brown and drying grass, dotted here and there with colorful stray leaves from the neighboring trees. It is a cool autumn evening. You hear hushed noises as the holt slowly comes to life as elves and wolves awaken from their daytime slumber.

Redlance, Lostholt's treeshaper, leads a pair of gliders from their poolside camp. Savith's got a pack on his back, and shares a burden with Larias over a larger one. Tailing the group is Redlance's daugher Tyleet. As they move, Savith takes a moment to locate Volek and Llune with his mind to inform them of the move.

Larias's steps are nearly silent, though her feet do touch the ground. A light sheen of sweat is on her brow, the beads slowly growing in size as she stares at the bag floating between her and the other tall one. She looks tierd, worn out, as if she hasn't slept enough of late.

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Guest Den
Lostholt's guest den is slightly larger than the dens of the normal denizens of the holt. There are four or five alcoves shaped into the sides of the den for sleeping in. Each has its own fair share of warm furs for the use of the various guests that find themselves here. There are also a few shaped stools to sit upon and various shelves and pegs shaped into the walls for the guests to keep their cloaks and other personal items upon.

With Tyleet and Redlance guiding the way, the trip isn't a very long one. Though both gliders had to duck to enter the tree, the guest den seems to accommodate them sufficiently, if cozily. Bowing out the two leave the gliders with some privacy which they haven't had since their arrival. Larias almost immediately collapses onto a pile of furs - not like when she passed out before, but a graceless exhausted heap of a glider, foomping into a comfortable warm pile of furs. The light sheen of sweat has turned into beads, even her dress is slightly damp by the exertion of floating the pack - this is what she gets for sleepless nights, blocking herself from the world, and of course, trying to float something.

Privacy. No one here but them. And so, Savith watches Larias collapse, concern very clearly visible on his face. Leaving the pack where they are, he takes one step toward her, sending, **Larias?** Oh, but the freedom privacy allows, and there's some actual, and geniune emotion. My, my.

Larias pushes herself into an upright position, one hand wiping the sweat from her brow. A faint frown trying to come to surface. She speaks, not daring to send right now, her eyes not daring to look up at him either, "Yes..." a pause and she answers the unspoken question, "I'll be fine."

Savith nods. He looks her over a moment, about ot say more when Redlance returns with that promised fresh meat. Sensing the odd tension in the air, he wordlessly hands the ravvit pair over, a soft smile, as if to say, 'Feed your mate, silly bird.' Savith flicks a brow at Redlance, then gives a faint nod and floats hte ravvit over before turning away. Within the tied ravvit, between their still warm bodies, is a small dagger, sharp enough to cut hte flesh open, and going unnoticed by Savith in his concern for Larias. "Will you eat now?"

Larias is so close to saying no, her mouth opening, drawing breath to speak the word, but then. She nods, frowning as she thinks of Rosendo, if she doesn't eat, neither does he. Again a hand moves to rub at her temple, the head ache from her exertions settling in for a nice long stay. With a light sigh she speaks, "I, will eat some, yes. For Rosendo."

Savith nods, leaving the ravvits for Larias as he turns to unpack them for a lengthy stay for whitecold. As he works his brows draw together. GAH! This whole family thing is hard man!

Larias scoots towards a place on the floor where the stains of past meals reside. She frowns, looking at the ravvits wondering exactly how she is going to go about this with no knife, High ones know she's done it before, but really, that was long desperate eons ago. But then, tired eyes spy the gifted dagger. With deft practised motions, the first ravvit is sliced open, and a few choice pieces are cut, and eaten. Hee, if only Llune could see Larias now, blood on her chin and fingers, carcass still warm before her.

Back to Larias, Savith sets the unused packs away on shelves, and eyes their travel food. Er.. the crumbs of their trvael food. He's got to get his weapons back, and permission to hunt. He's not willing ot rely on the wolfriders for everything. He takes his time putting everything away, then turns to regards Larias, only then spotting the blade. He glances at hte doorway, then back to Larias. Nice one, Redlance. Nice. He walks over softly, crouching, "After this, I think some sleep will help, if you can. And if you think those nightmares will haunt again, you have only to ask."

Larias slices out the liver, making quick work of cutting it into small bite sized pieces. She pauses at the offer, glancing up, "They are not my dreams to share Savith." Another crack forms in the wall between her and her Recognized when she speaks his name. She swallows looking up at him as he crouches near by, though one again, quickly looking away.

Savith purses his lips, "That's not a concern for me." He pauses, pressing with mind and voice, just lightly, as he senses that crack, "You are."

Larias's head hangs low, the food forgotten, as is the knife still held in her hand. Slow steadying breaths are drawn in, only to be haggardly breathed out again. Weakly she inquires, "And if its not just her nightmares I hold from you?" Is that worry in her voice? Nerves stretched thin and tight, mind busy with to many thoughts. Another crack in the dam, a flood pushing behind.

Savith quirks a brow, not reaching for Larias, "She shared more?" A pause, "How kind you are, to hurt yourself for another." Then he stands and moves to see if Larias's sleeping area has enough blankets to warm her and the child. "But hte offer stands, none the less."

Larias looks down at her hands, oh yes, she holds back more than just the healers nightmares, her own nightmares, her own, what? A shake of her head, the knife set next to the barely dissected cooling ravvit carcass. Eventually, she lifts her head, following Savith's movements as he sets the den up, musing, for another yes, but not the one you think. With effort, she rises, eyes closing as the room threatens to spin, but then it steadies and she opens her eyes, "I.. should go. See if Rosendo needs me for anything." Ah yes, ever the one to flee/

Kucky Savith didn't see her sway, but as he turns, and sees just how tired she is, he shakes his head, "No, Larias. You lay down and rest. I'll fetch him for you." And give you your privacy, if you need it, as it seems.

A frown forms at the notion, she can't leave? Muddied thoughts ooze to the forefront of her mind slowly, but if he leaves, she will be alone, and that, is a feeling she doesn't want right now. A clearer strain of thought kicks wildly - then open up to him stupid! You don't have to be alone anymore, he'll be there, always if you let yourself feel, let him feel. So careful before with her expression, the war is plain on her face, with each breath the force of will keeping her from feeling him cracks, crumbles, shudders and shakes. A heavy leaden footstep brings her closer, "No.. don't. Stay, please?" Yes, there we go, if he's near by, the walls can be in place, can't they?

Savith was making his way towrd the door, but the war on Larias's face holds him in place. He watches her fight with herself, brows furrowed. Feeling the cracks, he refuses to press on them this time, letting her be. Her moves closer, just one step, and so, he too moves to her, bringing him much closer quickly as he nods. "Of course," he replies, "Then I will send for Mother, if you so want Rosendo near."

Larias gives a quick shake of her head, if its to clear the war in her mind, or negate her earlier desire to get Rosendo, who knows. She mutters something under her breath, eyes once again casting down to the floor. High Ones, what does she think she's doing? "I.. should sit, I think." Praise be, a coherent thought!

Savith nods to Larias, reaching to offer his arm to steady herself with, but remembering, he does not touch. "Here, to the alcove, and tell me if there are enough blankets to warm you." Cause unless you ask, he's not going to sleep with you. So there!

Larias drifts towards the alcove as directed, her feet taking her to the pile of blankets and furs, and when the hard floor of the tree turns into squishy soft blankets, she drops down, at first sitting up, but quickly floomping backwards. So much warmer than it was outside, and Llune's dress, though wet with perspiration from earlier, isn't enough to annoy her at the moment. "Fine.. the blankets are fine.," she mutter mumbles.

How sweet Savith is, to gently pull a few blanket sup to cover Larias, tuck her in almost, then to sit, floating if he must, to stay level with Larias. He nods, forcing his tone light, "Good." Hmm. now what?

Larias moves deeper down into the blankets as they are pulled over her, how hard is it to stay awake when the body warms up to a nice toasty level. Every step of the way she fights it, almost like one having fever dreams, she mumbles to some unseen presence, "Reed said it was possible. She did." A pause, "If she can, does that mean so can I?"

Savith just sits, listening. If she wants a reply, he murmurs softly, "If you want, you can." What she's talking about, he doesn't know, but agreeing is usually best with a sleeping person. Now, to get that dress off so Llune doesn't fret. When she's dead asleep, he'll use his magic to get it done, then find a way to curtain the area.

The form under the blankets still abruptly, again that feeling of something within her cracking, opening up shudders, 'permission given, and with his voice?' Its as if a part of her soul leaps for joy, dashing towards that choking self-centered self-preservationist mindset.

Savith is at a lost. What the heck did this Reed DO, anyway? His brows furrow, dress forgotten as he barely feels the turmoil within. Refraining from touch, he whispers, "What's going on with you? What can I do?

Though the form below the blankets makes a response to the whispered question, its hard to decipher exactly what it is - after all, she's managed to burrow under for warmth. A hand moves below the blanket, searching for something? Within, a battle rages, spilling over the edges into that tenuous line which seems to grow and shrink, then grow again. The need to protect herself, not just herself, but her very soul, she can't give over and lose all. But, a flicker of something else spills out as well, something more than mere caring for the one who is now a part of her, uncertain and unsure though she may be about it, its still there.

Savith watches Larias, sensing at the odd odd ripples in the bond between them. He hasn't placed such boundaries, letting her erect walls as she needed, and reforcing against dark thoughts, in hopes to spare her their weight. Seeing the blankets shift, he reaches out to smooth them again. "Shh... rest," he says softly. Well. He could sing that lullabye, couldn't he? If it worked for Rosendo... Ah, heck. There's no one else here, and he starts at a hum.

As the hum reaches her ears, the form below the blankets does indeed settle. Though only outwardly, body stilled, her mind sparking, warring with itself. The tenderness of her Recognized only serves to reinforce one half of her wants, while the other calls it little more than a ruse, he'll trick you again, cage you again. Another murmur below the blankets, "So... it matters not now.."

Savith shakes his head sadly as he adds light words to the melody, that same lullabye for Rosendo. 'Poor Larias,' he thinks silently, 'Bad dreams again? Nothing I do helps, does it? Ah, what a matched set. You torture yourself as I do.'

A hand move sup and out of the blankets, pushing the material down under her chin. Pale brows are furrowed deeply, her forehead pursed, but Larias's eyes are closed, and tightly. The visible hand grips into a fist, then unclenches, only to clench again. A muttered word, "Free?" and she rolls abruptly onto her other side.

Savith continues singing softly, watching his Recognized toss and turn. Whens he settles, he dares to nearly touch, brushing a hand just over Larias's temple, using magic to brush the hair from her face. That done, his hand drops to rest near by, but doesn't move to take her hand again, not realizing she may be looking for it. "... Right now all you know to fear, are the shadows on your wall... And I'm here, close enough, to kiss the tears you cry... And I will sing, my Angel's lullabye..."

Larias's furrowed brows relax slightly at the almost touch, the bare whisper of magic moving hair gently. Her hand moves forward, relaxed, the fist no longer there, brows furrowing slightly once again as she knows something is there which she can not find. Her breathing becomes deep and even, and with the words, sung so sweetly, a dam created by herself bursts, a broiling sea of emotions, neatly tucked away flooding senses.

You sense in a locksend, Larias's wall crumbles rapidly as the words of the lullabye reach her sleep deprived, slumbering mind, eerything she has been holding back washes through, anger, fear, worry, terror ride the first waves, but behind, a sea of calmer emotions and feelings, trust, care, awe, and, flickering on the horizon love.

Savith's song stumbles at the flood of emotions. He leans to the bed area to steady himself, pressing more weight to that spot where his hand is. Anger lashes through, washed down by a cold shot of fear, quickly faned by worry, to be shaken by terror. The calmer emotions leave his near breathless, the trust soothing hurts, the care easing tensions, the awe giving him strength, and love... He's only felt this kind of emotion from his mother. And the lullabye is ended. Savith can't remember where he was... Ah... Blinking his eyes back to focus, he peers down at Larias, eyes widened slightly.

Larias's brows relax entirely, her hand finding that place where weight is though she does not open her eyes, or even wake up to seek it out. The touch is light, the grip barely there, another flood of the calmer lighter emotions roll off the sleeping elfess. Whatever Reed told her, coupled by the lullabye - oy, High Ones help her when she wakes.

Savith watches at Larias takes his hand. He hesitates a moment, then he turns his hand over to grip her hand more firmly. Unblocked to her, Savith feels those lighter emotions. So much like his mother's. Calming, soothing. And fatigue threatens again. But he shakes his head, and forces himself to stay awake, and restarts the lullabye again. By the High Ones, he's going to finish it this time.

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The hours pass without noise. Llune's come in silently, keeping the baby and bundles herself into warm warm furs. Llune's done good, taking Moonshade's advice of giving him simple fruit juice to tide him over, and after the long day out and about, the babe still sleeps. Savith himself, after fighting sleep for a few hours, ended up dropping fully to the ground himself, falling foward to double over himself, face near Larias's shoulder, nose in fur.

The only problem with tiding a baby over with fruit juice, is the effects it has on the mother, missed feedings is something bodies don't care for. Though she's not slept nearly enough to make up for the time she forced herself to stay awake, stretching herself thin. And the headache she now has, is proof of that over extension. Brows furrow, but oh, its warm and she really doesn't want to stir yet. A pressing need urges her forward towards wakefulness, though she goes to move hand, s se can drape that arm over her eyes, blcoking out any trace of light, hence blocking out some of the headache - or so she hopes.

Savith is ... um... laying on .. said hand, heavy with sleep.

Larias ehs, she's not hand her arm stuck the ground before. Strangely, no panic sets in this time, her eyes flutter open, her head lifting so she can see exactly what she's done to get her arm stuck. Blink! That sight gives her pause. A ginger send, ** Savith? **

Savith mutters, "hmm... not yet. Still sleepy." mutter mutter grumble. He shifts a bit, not at all comfortable. But there's something about the send, and after a moment, his eyes drift open. **?**

Larias send murmurs, ** Sit up.. please? Just a moment. ** A pause, confusion filters into her eyes, she sent to him, there are no more walls. Her eyes grow wide, High Ones, what did she do. With cheeks growing to a scarlet shade, she waits, waiting to move her arm.

Savith nods and pushes himself up, rubbing at his eyes. "Ah... sorry," he glances about as he settles to his heels, "...Ddint' mean to fall asleep."

Larias flexes long thin fingers as the blood rushes back to her arm. A sideliong glance is given Savith, her cheeks burning, ** You.. must have needed it, like I did. **

Sleep rubbed from his eyes, he keeps his expression neutral, almost willing himself not to feel rather than build walls to hold things back, "Yes, but I might to give you space, and I don't seem to have done that."

Larias moves to an upright sitting position, some of the rings under her eyes have dispersed, though not all of them, the green velvet sticking to her as it was damp with sweat when she fell asleep. A long moment she regards Savith before Larias sends, ** perhaps I did not want space? ** not from you anyway.

That stops him. Savith thinks about it a moment, but instead of commenting, he turns to collect Rosendo, "You wanted him?

Larias reaches out to collect the child, rising into the air after she does so. A tickle and a bit of a poke, and he wakes, gurgling. "Are you hungry little one? I certainly hope you are." She doesn't even bother to trn her back anymore, after so many wolfriders watching her all the time, whats the point. And so, the laces on the dress are undone, and the child is held to suckle. She glides towards the door of the den, ** I.. need to get some air, and he will be dirty shortly after he eats. ** The unsentrequest, will you join her?

Savith draws himself up fully, and nods in answer to the unsent request. The hint that the child will be dirty is enough. After all, Larias doesn't like clean up duty. Looks like someone cleaned up the ravvits from teh night before, for they and the dagger are gone.

Larias slips out of the den after noting the nod, gliding silently all the way.

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Forest Path
The path circumvents the holt proper, used mostly by the elves for travel to the woods behind the great Father tree. The path is now choked with gaily colored leaves of gold and red that crunch beneath your feet as you walk and leaves flutter softly to the ground. Clinging vines hang dying from the trees lining the pathways and small scurrying animals can be heard from under the huge piles of leaves. It is a cool autumn night, perfect for a hunt or perhaps a howl.

Save for the rustle of long skirts, the two gliders emerge from the Hollow Tree more silent than even a wolfrider. That is, until the sound of a happily suckling infant echoes through the quiet forest. The female, looks tired, but somewhat rested and confused.

Well the male floats silently at her side, looking rested, and confused as well. Dressed as a Chosen, Savith's weaponless and helmetless.

A tall figure, bulking larger than the elves, moves among the trees. NOT silently. In fact, toneless humming can be heard at irregular intervals when movement pauses.

Larias so ready to actually smile, for once, perplexed at being relaxed - she come sup short, hovering about half a foot off the ground once she catches the noise. It desn't take long for her to spy the source of the noise, and when she does spy it, her eyes grow wide - how long has it been since she's seen one of those!

Savith turns to look at the noise as well, defensive in this land of enemies and dangers. A troll. Not immeditately a threat, but with an infant... He moves subtly to put himself between Larias and Chisel, but his motions remain loose, and fluid, not screaming his intention or worries that surely Larias can feel. Waiting until the troll spots them, he nods, "Greetings."

A troll comes into clear sight. A small one. Without warts. Chewing the end of a charred stick absently as he considers something on a bit of leather in his hand. This is the source of the off-key music. At Savith's greeting, the troll looks up and pauses, taking them in. Tall as Darkedge and pale too. Hm.. but flying? That's something new. Lifting the hand holding the stylus, he says with his usual offhanded manner. "Hi there." The infant catches his attention, being the one making noise. "New here are you?" he asks for all the world of Two Moons like a member of the holt himself. :P His eyes stray to the young elf. Why.. that one's even smaller than little Redstar.

Indeed, the babe suckling at his mother's teat is barley three moon phases in age. And even small when compared to others that might be of an age with him. Larias cradles the infant a bit tighter, though, her expression has turned more curious, than wary or nervous. "We..." She looks around, then responds simply, "Yes, here, we are new."

"And yourself," Savith asks, voice haunting. He's not so tall as Darkedge, though Larias is, if you stand them side to side, a full inch taller than the overprotective underworlder. The Chosen eyes the stylus a moment, then finds it not a weapon of significant threat, and so continues regarding the troll, touching minds with Larias briefly, **Troll.**

Chisel finds a handy tree to prop himself against. "The name is Chisel," he introduces blithely. "The entrance to the kingdom of the Southern Trolls isnt far from here." So technically, you COULD say I live here. Or rather.. under here. Noting the protective stance of the male - yes, that one's male. The other has the babe so.. - Chisel relaxes and sticks the stylus behind one ear and the map back in his belt pouch. (What is it with male elves with females or young? Are they all overly protective?)

Larias smirks at the back of Savith's head, of course she knows its a troll silly, its just rare to spy one on the surface, and in a wolfrider holt no less. She offers the troll a nod as greeting, and responds in kind to the introduction, "I am .. Larias." Where some might chafe from the over protective nature of her Recognized, herself included, for once, she doesn't ask him to move, happily keeping Savith between herself and Chisel.

Savith watches Chisel a moment until Larias says her name, then he adds, "Savith."

Larias studies the troll rather closely, ok, so he's not quite the make or model that she last saw, you know, the huge trolls which wield crossbows and swords meant for slicing through elves? Self assured, she glides around Savith, her words soft so as not to disturb the babe in her arms, "What brought you here? It is rare to see one of your kind above."

Chisel tries to peer at the tiny elf in the female's arms - no, NOT the exposed teat, the babe! - surreptitiously. "Oh, I trade with Cutter's folk. Metal and jewels for meat and furs. Darkedge likes our brew." Nevermind that the trolls harvest dreamberries from the surface to MAKE the brews. We're not in the import/export business, but an honest to goodness straight barter, eh? Let's not complicate things. "And what are you here for? Gonna stay long?" What ARE you? is left unsaid.

Savith floats with Larias, staying at her side. As diplomatic as he was ordered to be, it is Larias that has a way with the locals. He regards Chisel, studying him, not having been one of the Chosen when Voll flew to the Frozen North, and to his death.

Larias glances at Savith, hrm, he's gone awfully quiet. She adjust the child so her bosom is fully coverd by babby head, her cheeks turning pink after noting where the troll's gaze lingered. She coughs once, Rosendo's arms flaggling s she does so, then once again settling down as he happily eats. "Ah.. we, will be here for a short time. We came.. to visit."

Larias is a great liar, really she is =)

Chisel notes the blush and jerks his gaze away. "Uh.. yours?" he asks, waving a stubby, green hand to indicate the child and looking at Savith now.

Larias turns her eyes to regard Savith, a light hint of a smile daring to appear, "No.. he is ours."

Savith is about to nod, but as Larias speaks he glances over at her. There's a flicker at his brows. This is new. First time she's openly said that, and... is that a smile? His lips twitch, though whether to smile back or sneer it's hard to say. Instead he turns back to Chisel and nods, confriming Larias's words, "Yes. Ours."

How charming. Chisel rather surmised that the babe would be Larias' *smirks* which is why he asked Savith. Well. It's touching that they claim equal and mutual ownership. As is often the case in dealing with elves, Chisel suspects he's missing some byplay here. The trick is, dear trolls, to ignore it.

Pondering a moment, Larias runs through the list of items the troll said he traded in, with the LostHolt elves. Another glimmer of a smile appears, "You said you trade in metals, yes? What kind exactly?"

Savith flicks another glance, followed with a thought at Larias, **Hoping to trade some of mother's outfits for a blade or two?**

The little troll perks up. "Well." He reaches for a small leather-wrapped handle beside his belt-pouch and pulls out a small knife. The blade catches moonlight, chasing it along the edge. "Greymetal for the most part."

Larias chuckles softly, glancing at Savith, ** Somehow I doubt this.. Chisel, would find much use in one of Llunes dresses. I do think they would be more than a bit snug on him. ** High ones, is she actually showing a sense of humor? ** I am curious ** She switches to speaking one more, eyes now upon the troll, "And what do you take in trade for such things?"

And Savith brings a hand to his mouth, to hide the snerk and near chortle that threatens to escape. A troll.. in a glider's dress. he coughs a moment, and bites his tongue, shooting a jab at Larias, light and gentle, **High ones, Larias! Don't make me laugh!**

Chisel shoots Savith an alarmed look at the male elf's odd paroxyms. Firstcomers, please not another protective male who is against the female trading and such. "Leathers and furs. Fresh meat. Sometimes, medicines," he repeats a bit slowly now, with care.

Larias ahhs softly and nods, smiling. She looks down, oh, wonderful, Rosendo's done.She turns in the air, back to the troll and sets Rosendo before her, floating much as she does. The lacings on the dress are redone and the boy plucked from the air, now set to shoulder for burping. "Are there.. particular ailments you would need to see treated.. So, should I wish to trade, I will have something in need, rather than something your kind do not use."

Savith ducks his head until he's more in control of himself, then lifts his gaze to Chisel once more. Though guarded his eyes are not distrustfully cold. He stands, silent, letting Larias make her trade arrangements.

Ah.. now he can look at the babe without danger of getting decked by the male! Chisel notes how even the young one floats. Fascinating. To Larias' question, he shrugs. "Stomach ailments. Wet noses." Those are the common ones. For anything more serious, they never really know what will strike.

Larias nods one, smiling to herself, "Then, next time you bring your goods, if I am still here. I will make a trade with you." What tht trade is, she doe snot say.

Chisel makes a little bow, oddly suave for a bullky figure that he is. "And what goods does the lady seek?" he asks, switching to trade talk.